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A Week of Connecting, Developing and Listening
This week has flown by with lots of good things continuing to develop and progress being made. Last week, I was made aware that there is a young Haitian girl who is living with one of our missionary families who serves with us at SI. Previously in a tough and abusive situation, the family has…
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Getting Back Into It
Well! I had every good intention to update this little blog much more consistently than I’m afraid I have been. I could share the many excuses I have for my negligence in posting much of any update, but the reality is that when the overwhelm of life threatens to consume, my processing and writing goes…
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The Breaking and the Building
Here we are. Two weeks away from leaving life as I know it here and beginning a life totally unknown in another country. It’s a concept that is hard for me to wrap my head around and often, I struggle to allow reality to sink deep within my soul. After holding my breath for so…
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Faces of the Dominican Republic
During my time spent with Students International as an intern, I had the opportunity to also help out with some needs at our media site which meant spending some days with a camera in hand, visiting our ministry sites and participating in whatever activities were happening. Sometimes that meant being an observer (and sideline cheerer)…
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“Are You Enough?”
The truth is this… I’ve recently experienced one of the hardest seasons in my life. And I’m still scrambling out of that deep, dark hole. Confusion lurks, anxiety haunts and the pressure has sometimes been overbearing. On the worse days, I’ve struggled to find the strength to even open up my laptop. Questions and emails…
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Beholding God In Uncertain Terrain
Here I am. Back to the writing block after months of feeling unable to write or process anything through words. But there has been much wrestling and processing and there is yet still so much more to do. So here I am, attempting to make sense of life, growth and God. Behold, I am with…
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Parallels and God Encounters on Mountains
I have always struggled with understanding how God speaks to me. In my personal experience, it has never been a loud thundering voice. It has been gentle whispers. That often bring me to my knees and cause tears to pour out as I am reminded of just how gracious and gentle and kind he is.…
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Acknowledging The Silence
I know I’ve been really quiet lately. Unintentionally, I find myself disconnecting from support raising responsibilities and the pressures and weight that comes with it. The reality is… I’ve been processing many emotions and thoughts lately. Life is really sweet right now. Like, really sweet. Rich relationships, instant connecting, deep conversations. It all comes so…
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Processing The Unknown
My small group facilitator lays out these cards, the size of playing cards, with vibrant colorful imagery on them. She asks us to select one or two that describe where we are at mentally and emotionally now that we have completed our month-long intercultural training program. Internally, I scoff at the idea. I WISH my…
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Ready For Home
I don’t know how it took this long to reach this point. When I came back from the Dominican last May, I thought I would experience this dreadful homesickness for the place I so desperately wanted to plant roots down in. But I didn’t right away. I came back to the states, got a job…